My new cupcake pan I love it..

Ordered this new pan it puts holes in the cupcakes as it bakes them so you can put filling inside.. Here is what they looked liked going in the oven.. coming out of the oven with the filling inside and all done.. Love this new pan. I made the kind of filling that goes into twinkies with marshmellow...

And it all continues

People REALLY need to mind their own business. I posted something yesterday about Stepmothers day or Step Monsters Day whichever the case may be.. Well someone from our church in CA jumped all over me. Luckily my friends jumped right in to defend my postings.. knowing I was teasing and making a joke. HELLO anyone who knows me knows I tease a lot... !!!!! Anyway this chick deleted me and Aaron today what a hoot.. What is happeniing out there in CA anyway...??? This is insane...

Well once again Bubba is hurt by uncaring people..

Okay time for me to vent before I scream.. I am so livid right now ... and probably a good thing I am not in California right now too.. I would hate to have to run into this person who has hurt my son.

You know I just never will understand how some people can call themselves or claim to be a Christian and hurt a child any child but a Special Needs child who already feels so many does not love him how can they live with themselves for doing such mean and cruel and hurtful things? Aaron has tried to commit suicide several times because of thinking people does not love and care for him and this person know this!

A few months back Aaron's sister deleted him from facebook it broke his heart he was devastated for days. He adored his older sister. But she was told the facebook account was not Aaron's it was mine. Well that is a LIE it is Aaron's facebook account and always has been. He is the one who signed up for it and maintains it. And ANYONE he knows Bubba knows he is capable of having his own account. He is in his second year of Computer Classes at School a mainstream 11th grade class and getting an A in it. So there!!!!! He is not stupid and he can do many things on his own especially where computers are concerned. If people cared and loved him enough to really know him they would know this about him. After his sister deleted him so did many of her friends. He took it quite personally. Aaron has his own Apple Imac computer in his room and all of his game units can also access the web wirelessly so he is on the computer alot and knows how to use it all. (Better than his old mama I might add) he has taught me a few things. Ha!

Well today he went to send his Auntie in CA a picture of him with his two Gold Medals on facebook that he won at the Special Olympics this week and found out she had deleted him. (she is not a real Aunt just someone from church he called Aunt) I looked and she did me as well. I said well son she probably deleted the account and is no longer on facebook. But he went and checked some of their mutual friends and came back and said nope she is still on facebook she has just deleted me from her facebook.

I said what the heck for?????? He said well you know a few weeks ago she posted on facebook she had dinner with Amanda, Christopher, Haley, Ian and Sara before Amanda left for Japan. He said they turned her against me too. He was bawling his eyes out. People can be so so so cruel. They have no ideas what runs through a special needs child mind nor I might add do they really even care for that matter.

I am so upset that once again he has been hurt by such childish behaviours. It is so uncalled for. I mean if she wants to delete me it is no big deal. Go ahead and delete me (which she did) if only we could delete people from our lives as easily as people tend to do on facebook etc.

I think Bubba needs to share some of his medications with some of these people if you ask me. For I am beginning to feel maybe they need the medication even more than he does.

He has more love in his pinky finger than they have in their whole bodies. All he wishes is for people to love and accept him for who he is despite his disabilities and shortcomings. Is that to much to ask for.

What makes this even sadder is it is a church member if it were someone out in the world I could tell him we could pray for their salvation and that God would give them a loving and caring heart. But hard to try and explain such behaviors for someone in their middle 40's and who should know better. All I can say is I am so glad Bubba has such a big heart and he himself would never hurt and treat someone the way he is being treated. And he is the one who is called not of the "NORM" umn... I am seriously beginning to wonder on this one for sure.

Anyway thank you for the rantings Michael is upstairs asleep and I just had to vent to get this out....

Say a prayer for Bubba that he might see that he does not need people such as her in his life. And that she will pay someday for hurting him the way she has.

We are back home from the State Special Olympics

We just spent the last 3 days in Stillwater for the State Special Olympics. Aaron competed in the Softball Throw and the Shot Put throw.. He WON GOLD in both events.. WOO HOO for Bubba.. he did awesome.. We were so proud.. All of our kids from Alva did quite well and many of them brought back some Gold Ribbons actually..

I will post some of the pictures I took..













After I posted the pictures at the hotel last night our friend in California made this for Bubba isn't it awesome...??? Thanks Desi

Gotta love Oklahoma

Okay so we gave up Earthquakes in CA for Tornados in OK...

Yesterday was a bad day here in Oklahoma. There were about 30 tornados throughout the state. One minute it was sunny here, then it would get dark and start raining or hailing.

In Norman, Oklahoma they were were hit hard. It is awful and some lives were lost as of last night 5 were dead have not heard this morning yet the total loss. But it sure looked awful.

This morning so far here the sun is shining but that does not mean anything cause that could change within minutes around here. I have never seen weather change so quickly in a place seriously.

We are just now beginning tornado season. Oh joy.. (NOT!!!!) LOL

Here are some photos of what some of the damage done from yesterdays tornado.
In one of the photos below check out the size of the hail.. some were as big as softballs...

Tuesday Morning

Good morning all sorry I didn't post last week what a week it was. As you will read below how many people were ill and in the hospital and had accidents etc..

My friend Pat Yates went into the hospital in CA. She was not doing well at all and we really thought her time on earth was done. But a miracle happened and she is home now from the hospital. Please continue to pray for her health issues however.

My adopted Mom, Evelyn is under going further treatments for her Cancer so please still also keep her in prayer.She had her 75th Birthday last week but spent most of her Birthday at Loma Linda getting Chemo and Dr visits.. She is a VERY special person and we love her dearly. And thank God for putting her and her blessed family into our lives. When our family walked out on us they were there to fill in and pick up the pieces. We are so very blessed to have them. And it is awesome having 3 sisters. (smile) Pat, Penny and Pam.. I need to change my name umn.. something with a P.... let's see oh you know what I have been called Punkin all my life so just call me Punkin then I fit right into the Yearsley Clan. Yep that be me Punkin Yearsley. Ha!

Aaron had a bad week last week too he had a respritory infection and had to be put on 4 different medications. He is doing better yet still has a bad cough.

A co-worker of Mike's fell off a ladder at Walmart and broke his ankle and will be off work for a couple of months it looks like.

A teen from the church here in Alva was helping his brother with a roofing job and fell through a sky light. He broke his arm, wrist, ankle and hurt his back as well. It was a miracle it did not kill him when he fell. So God was sure with him. But he had to have surgery and is still in the hospital. We went on Saturday to Enid and saw him. His name is Cody please keep this young man in your prayers as he heals.

I went to the Dr and had blood work done and got my B-12 injection and a Migraine injection. My blood sugar continues to drop at night just out of the blue so so weird. So she is trying to figure out what is causing this. Still no answers as of yet. However the one blood test did show I needed to increase my thyroid medication. I have been on thyroid meds since I was 11 years old.

I called to check on my mom and my sister informed me she had been ill all week with some sort of flu bug. She was in bed so I did not get to speak with her. She had been running a temp etc. She is not in good health even when she does not have the flu and secondary kind of issues going on. So also please keep my Mom in prayer that she will feel somewhat better soon. She also suffers from COPD which makes life hard on her.

School is almost out here actual school days left is about 10 days I think. Because next week we leave on Wednesday for Stillwater, Ok for the State Special Olympics for 3 days. Bubba is doing the Softball Throw and Shot Put Throw. Hard to believe the school year is almost over with. And next year Bubba will be a Senior. WOO HOO.. Never thought that would happen I am so very excited for him he has worked so very very hard on this all.
He is doing Drivers Education now in school and is hoping to get his Permit this summer we shall see... (smile) but where there is a will there is a way.. !!!!! We go back to the Cancer Dr later this month. So continue to keep Bubba also in prayer he has been such a Trooper through all his sugeries and treatments and Dr appointments. I am so so so Proud of him.

Well I think that updates you for the most part.. As for Mike he is still working like crazy.. Once school is out he will pick up another couple of days a week at Walmart he is hoping.

Hope everyone has a wonderful week. God Bless.. Hugs to all who is reading this..